Total pages in book: 70
Estimated words: 82010 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 410(@200wpm)___ 328(@250wpm)___ 273(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 82010 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 410(@200wpm)___ 328(@250wpm)___ 273(@300wpm)
“You feel so fucking good inside of me, Sawyer.”
I stilled for a moment, knowing he needed to get used to the intrusion. Then I started with slow, steady thrusts, easing in and out of him slowly. He quivered and moaned in front of me, turning me on to an astronomical level. Gripping his shoulder with one hand and bending over his back, I started grinding into him, bucking my hips as fast as I could go.
“Take your dick, Jake. Make yourself come for me,” I panted. “Be quick. I won’t last long.”
I steadied myself on the sink unit with my other hand and tightened my grip on his shoulder, digging my nails into his flesh. I could see his face in the mirror and I stared at him intently. The sight of him biting down on his bottom lip made my dick pulse inside his tight ass, forcing me to slam even faster.
“I…love…fucking…your…ass,” I cried out between harsh, deep thrusts. “So…fucking…much.”
Leaning down, I nipped the skin on his back with my teeth, making him tremble.
“Don’t stop, baby. Fuck me.” It was starting. The tingle, the heaviness in my balls that were slapping against his ass as I fucked him. “I’m coming, Sawyer! Oh…my…fuck.”
I reached around his waist and palmed his cock. He cried out with his release, biting into the sleeve of his jacket to stifle the sound as he shot his load over both of our hands. That was all it took. Feeling his warmth coating my fingers and feeling him shudder beneath me sent me crashing over the edge.
“Fuck yes,” I growled. “Damn, Jake…fuck yes.”
I came with a violent shudder and poured myself into him. I was sweaty and breathless as I wound my arms around his waist and braced myself on the sink. But then in an instant, the blood drained from my body, pooling at my feet when I heard the bathroom door creak open.
“Oh shit!” Elle said, covering her eyes with her hand. “Sorry, sorry, sorry,” she kept mumbling as she shot straight back out and closed the door behind her.
“Fuck!” I blasted, pulling myself out of Jake. “Fuck fuck fuck!”
“Calm down, Sawyer,” Jake attempted to soothe while he rinsed his hands under the tap. After pulling up my pants I did the same in the sink next to his. “She’s your best friend. You know you can trust her.”
“THAT’S NOT THE POINT!” I yelled. “I screwed up goddammit! I can’t control myself around you! We’re becoming too complacent. We should’ve been more careful! This isn’t going to work,” I said, growling in frustration and slamming my fist into the wall. “This has to stop, Jake. I can’t… I can’t stop wanting you. It has to end here.”
“Because you want me?” He jerked his neck back as if my words had literally punched him in the face. “You want to end this because you want me too much? That doesn’t make any fucking sense! Listen to yourself!”
“Of course it does! It’s too risky. When I’m around you common sense seems to fly straight out the fucking window. Sure, it was Elle, but it could’ve been anybody! What if it was one of the guys? Or papa-fucking-razzi? I’ve gotta get outta here.”
“Sawyer WAIT!” he called after me, but I was already gone. I’d barely touched the bottom stair when he grabbed my arm, pulling me back.
“What are you doing?” I scolded. “We’re in fucking public!”
“You either come with me or I’ll say what I have to say right here.”
“Are you threatening me?”
“No, Sawyer. I’m just not letting you go. Please, come with me.”
Closing my eyes, I nodded. Didn’t exactly give me a choice, did he?
He led me past the toilets and out through a fire exit, bringing us outside at the back of the building. He closed in on me, backing me up against the wall.
“We’ll be more careful,” he said. “Don’t give up on us, Sawyer. Please. We’ve waited too damn long for this.”
“It’s too dangerous.”
“No! It isn’t! Let’s spend the week together like we planned. Alone. Just you and me. Then when we get to LA and add to the team I’ll appoint you a different bodyguard. We’ll hardly have to see each other during the day. We can work this out. You ride with Elle to Spiral. Put up the partition and just talk to her. She’ll help you out with this, I know she will.”
“Jake I…”
“You feel it, Sawyer. I know you don’t know what it is yet, but you feel something. Don’t let that go. Not yet. Look, I’m going to go back to the hotel. Spiral is smaller than here. You guys will be fine with one less guard.”
“You don’t have to do that.”
“Yes I do. You need some time to get your shit together, and I suspect I’m only going to make that more difficult for you. I let you push me away once before, and I’ve told you I won’t let you do it again. We’re going to the Lakes tomorrow and we’re going to spend this week exploring each other. Body and mind. Do you hear me?”
“Yes,” I breathed, unable to deny his eyes as they penetrated mine with so much hurt, need…love.
“The cars will be here soon,” he said after breathing a sigh of relief. “I’ll go and make my excuses, you round up the guys and head outside.”
“Okay.”
“I won’t ever give up on you, Sawyer Knight, so don’t you dare give up on me.”
Those were the last words he spoke before he jogged back to the emergency door. He held it open for me and once I was inside he disappeared into the crowd.
Now all I had to do was face Elle.
Fuck.
“You can’t tell anyone about what you saw,” was the first thing I said to Elle, the very second the partition rolled up, separating us from our driver.
“I can’t believe you think you even have to say that to me!” she scowled, clearly offended. “You’re my best friend in the world, Sawyer. Of course I wouldn’t.”