Total pages in book: 157
Estimated words: 157032 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 785(@200wpm)___ 628(@250wpm)___ 523(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 157032 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 785(@200wpm)___ 628(@250wpm)___ 523(@300wpm)
He stays silent for a moment as he thinks.
“Hand in your resignation and I will cancel my membership.”
I close my eyes as tears fill them. Why is he making everything so hard?
I need this job.
“Cameron, I can’t do that,” I whisper. “I need this job. Why don’t you come with me and sit at the bar?”
“I’m not sitting at the fucking bar watching other men drool over you. I will end up killing someone.”
“Cameron...” I beg.
“Resign.” Then he hangs up.
The rain pours down as I stand at the door and knock. It’s 10.30pm.
Cameron opens the door, his face falls in relief and he takes me into his arms, holding me close. “I resigned,” I whisper. “I’m not going back baby.” I cling to him like my life depends on it.
He kisses me and it’s the most beautiful kiss he has ever gifted me with. My eyes instantly fill with tears.
Tonight Cameron showed me that I have absolutely no control over my emotions with him. The thought of him leaving me was unbearable.
He kisses me again and I melt into his arms.
He’s driving this ship and all I can do is hang on and hope to survive the ride.
17
I lie on my side and smile at the beautiful man facing me. We’re naked and in his bed after a couple of rounds of lovemaking.
This is special.
Every moment with him is sacred.
I couldn’t go to work tonight knowing it may cause us to end. I could never purposely end what we have because I know what a gift it is.
His eyes watch me and I smile softly as I run my fingers through his stubble. “What are you thinking about?” I ask.
He swallows and his eyes don’t leave mine. “You,” he eventually answers.
I smile as I push his hair back from his forehead and kiss him gently on the lips. “What about me?”
“That soft fucking thing that you do messes with my head,” he murmurs.
I smile broadly. “That’s called intimate lovemaking, Cam.”
His eyes search mine. “It’s new to me.”
My heart explodes. “It’s new to me, too,” I whisper as my lips brush his.
He holds me tight and the emotion between us is so strong—so strong it feels like love, even though we have only known each other for two minutes.
But what a perfect two minutes they have been.
“I don’t know what I’m doing here,” he whispers.
I frown and push the hair back from his forehead as I watch him battle with some kind of internal struggle.
“What do you mean?” I ask.
He pauses before he answers. “Something is going on with me. I’m acting crazy and demanding that you do things the way I want you to do them.”
“And?”
“And that’s not who I am. I don’t usually give a fuck what girls do.”
I kiss him softly. “Why does it scare you to feel close to someone?”
“Because I don’t have any control.”
“You have a lot more control of us than you think Cameron.”
“I can’t even stand the thought of one night without you,” he whispers as he holds me close.
My eyes tear up. “I can’t, either. Why do you think I resigned tonight? I don’t want this to end.”
He pulls back to look at me. “I’m sorry. I didn’t want to tell you to leave, but I just can’t handle you working there.”
I blow out a breath and roll onto my back. “It’s okay.” I think for a moment. “To be honest, it’s kind of a relief that you didn’t want me to go back.” I sigh.
He leans up onto his elbow and places his hand over my stomach. “What do you mean?”
I run my hand up over his shoulder and up the back of his neck. “If you didn’t mind me working there then you it would mean you don’t really care.”
His eyes hold mine as his brain catches up with my thoughts. “I’m probably going to fuck this up between us, you know…” he whispers.
“Will you stop being such a chicken?” I smirk.
He watches me for a moment and eventually he smiles. “You’re right. You’ll probably fuck this up way before I do.”
Oh man, if only he knew how true that statement is. I giggle as he rolls on top of me.
“I’ve got an idea.” I smile against his lips.
“What’s that?” he asks as his mouth drops to my neck.
“How about you show me that animal fucking thing that you do so well.”
His eyes widen in delight and he slides his hard cock up my stomach. “That is a good idea, Tucker.”
I laugh and he slides into me with a sharp snap.
“Legs up.” He growls.
I laugh as I wrap my legs around his waist and he withdraws before he slides home deep. My eyes close from the pleasure.
“This is much better than pouring drinks, right?” he whispers as he pumps me hard.
I giggle as I clench and he moans in pleasure.