Total pages in book: 90
Estimated words: 87933 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 440(@200wpm)___ 352(@250wpm)___ 293(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 87933 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 440(@200wpm)___ 352(@250wpm)___ 293(@300wpm)
“Honestly, I could stand here all night and just look at you.”
Okay, so I might be experiencing my first what the fuck moment when it comes to having sex with Jordan.
I don’t know why or how he turns me on the way he does or how I can stand back and admire his lean but tight and toned body. It doesn’t freak me out, but it is hard to understand. Then again, from what I know of Jordan, he has this effect on people.
It’s more than a physical thing, though, and I have to at least consider that the environment I grew up in—the Hollywood one, not my actual childhood—somehow repressed a side of me that’s been there all the time. I saw firsthand what Ryder and Harley went through with label execs, and though I always wondered what it was like for them, what being attracted to men felt like, and thought about them kissing other men, I never really pictured myself doing it. I was too quick to dismiss it because of what Harley and Ryder had to endure.
Now this chance is in front of me, and my career is on the line, but there’s no ignoring it this time. There’s no dismissing my feelings and chalking it up to curiosity.
“As much as I love you checking me out the way you are now, I really need this.” Jordan’s gray eyes meet mine. “Please.”
His begging cracks open my chest, and my reflex is to run to him and give him what he wants. Stepping up behind him, though, I can’t help wanting to take my time. I drop the supplies by our feet as I run my hands down his back.
He rests his head on his arms and shudders as my fingertips trail all over his body. “You don’t have to go slow with me,” he rasps.
“I want to. I want to explore. I want to learn how to drive you crazy with need like you do to me.”
“I already feel like I’m going crazy. Touch me, please.” Jordan’s begging does things to me, but I hold strong.
“I am touching you.” I grip his hip.
“I need you inside me.”
Hearing those words is like a hit of adrenaline.
I grip his taut ass cheeks and pull them apart as I drag my cock along his crack. The feel of his skin on mine makes me want to reassess the condom situation again, but Jordan’s right. We should play it safe, especially with Ben being a cheating twatface, but I make a mental note to bring it up with Jordan again later.
Maybe that will be too exclusive for him. I just want to know what it would feel like to be inside him with nothing between us.
As I bend to get the lube, I can’t help myself. I kiss one ass cheek and then the other.
Jordan pushes backward, and I want to make him feel as good as I did this morning when he used his tongue on me. In me. Before I can hesitate, I take my chance and run my tongue over his hole.
“Fuck,” he hisses.
I pull back to ask if this is okay, but he reaches behind him and grips my head to keep me there. I dive back in and love the urgent grunts that come out of his mouth.
I blindly search for the lube and cover my fingers with it, but with the way Jordan desperately rocks his hips to get my tongue deeper, I hold back. The way he’s trembling and moaning keeps me here, teasing and licking him.
He whispers harsh curses and then uses his free hand to grip his cock. “I’m close to coming and you’re not even inside me yet.”
I replace my tongue with my finger. “Let’s fix that.” I press against his hole, and he pushes back, taking it easily.
“More. I can take it.”
I use two fingers this time and move in and out of him. He bears down on me, his ass gripping onto my digits so tight, I have no idea how that’s going to feel on my dick.
I’m so hard that I’m getting impatient. My cock leaks.
Jordan chants, “Oh fuck, oh fuck, oh fuck. Blake … I’m gonna—”
I pull out of him and stand. “Not yet.”
Jordan groans loud and low while his body trembles.
“So, so needy,” I taunt while I grab the condom and cover myself.
“I am. I’m so ready for it.”
Slowly, I take a deep breath and press against his hole. His body is open and ready and accepts me easily.
Being inside him, inside his tight heat, it unleashes something inside me, and I can’t hold back. It starts out slow, but it doesn’t take long for me to lose myself. Over and over again, I move in and out of him. I chase that high, the ultimate relief.