Fall Read Online Kristen Callihan (VIP #3)

Categories Genre: New Adult, Romance Tags Authors: Series: VIP Series by Kristen Callihan
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Total pages in book: 151
Estimated words: 144042 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 720(@200wpm)___ 576(@250wpm)___ 480(@300wpm)
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My hand is clammy when I run it over my face. I don’t recognize myself anymore. The guy I used to be would have been in Stella’s pants a week ago. Who am I kidding? Jax would have followed Stella right out of that store and seduced her on the spot. Why do I keep thinking about old me?

The fact that I even think of my old self as Jax and my current self as John is messed up. Somewhere along the way, I separated myself. I pushed Jax into the shadows with this mad idea that I could put all the blame on him and everything would be fine.

Yes, I was out of control and arrogant when I was Jax the rock star. Yes, I’d hit rock bottom when I was Jax. But there isn’t Jax and John. There’s just me. Stella is right, I’m both. She thinks both sides of me are worthy. Fact is I felt more like myself—whoever the fuck that may be—today than I have in too long a time. Because I’d been with Stella. She makes me feel alive.

Then what the hell are you doing alone in here, mate?

You promised to take things slow, remember?

Slow is one thing. You promised you’d give her proper attention. Bad form, Blackwood.

You absolutely can’t do anything tonight, so shut it.

“And now I’m arguing with myself.” With a snort, I run my hands through my hair. I’m so irritably tense that the second the den door creaks open, my heart skips a beat. Rising on my elbows, I peer into the shadows.

“Stells?” It had better be her. I really don’t want to consider anyone else creeping in here or why they would.

A slim form slips out of the gloom. Stella’s bright curls are the color of rust in the darkness as she comes up to the side of my bed. “Hey,” she whispers.

“What are you doing here?” I whisper back. “Do you want Hank to neuter me?”

Her snort is a ghost of sound. “He’s not going to neuter you.”

“Oh, yes he is. He distinctly said he’d rip my balls off and feed them to me if I laid an untoward hand on you.”

“Untoward?” She laughs at me. “Why, Mr. Darcy, how gallant of you to protect my honor.”

I narrow my eyes at her. “You know what I mean.”

Stella inches closer, and the floor creaks loudly. I swear, I jump out of my skin. I glace at the door. Thank God she at least had the sense to shut it.

In the gloom, her smile is a glint of white teeth. “Hank said no such thing. I saw him go straight to his room before you closed the door to the den for the night.”

“Oh, he said it all right,” I mutter. “He said it with that death glare he’s been giving me. Trust me, his message was received loud and clear, little miss detective.”

“Even if he did, that’s ridiculous. I’m a grown woman. Do you have any idea how archaic it is to put us in separate rooms?”

“Yes. And I agree one hundred percent about you being a woman grown, fully capable of making her own decisions. But I’m a guest in his house, so out you go, love.” I make a shooing motion toward the door.

Her snort says I’m being ridiculous. Of course, it isn’t her ass in danger of being annihilated by an angry ex-combat pilot. I know this because Hank told me stories, being sure to include how he knows guys who can make people disappear. I’m only half certain he was joking.

“He’s not even my father, for crying out loud.”

“Tell that to Hank.” I hold up a quick hand. “In the morning.”

Her thighs press against the mattress, gleaming white and bare, and, oh fuck me, I can smell the perfume of her skin. She’s so close, all I have to do is reach out and slip my hand between her legs.

I squeeze my eyes shut. “Have a heart, Stells. I’m trying to be good.”

“I know. It’s really annoying.”

I husk out a quiet laugh. “Go back to bed, you brat.”

She grins, leaning in a little, her face a pale moon hovering above me. “I can’t sleep.”

I have something to make you sleep better. No, wait, that’s a horrible quip; women don’t want to be put to sleep while you’re fucking them, you moron.

I run a hand over my eyes and try to clear my thoughts. “Why can’t you sleep? You feeling okay?”

“No. I’m lonely. Can I sleep next to you?”

Next to me, on top of me, under me. As long as you’re with me.

Clearing my throat, I find my voice. “Stella, we’re not having sex.”

“Did I offer?”

I stare up at her because we both know if she gets into this bed, we aren’t keeping our hands off each other. She stares back for a few beats but then relents with a waggle of her brows that makes me laugh. I don’t want her to leave. She’ll take all the joy out of the room.


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