Total pages in book: 98
Estimated words: 97448 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 487(@200wpm)___ 390(@250wpm)___ 325(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 97448 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 487(@200wpm)___ 390(@250wpm)___ 325(@300wpm)
“We could’ve easily bypassed this if you’d been truthful about who you were from the beginning.”
“If I had been, I wouldn’t have been able to exact revenge.”
“Both of you keep saying that. Look at your fucking faces! You’re grown-up adults living in the past. So what if you get revenge? You think you’ll be happier? Freer? Better? Well, here’s a news flash for you—you’ll just feel empty as fuck.”
“We’ll at least get closure,” I say, deadpan.
“By killing the people who were once your comrades and protected you back? This isn’t only about Boss. It’s about all the other men’s lives. Were they responsible for your family’s death? No. But you’ll kill them anyway because they’ll be defending Boss with their lives. How are you any different from terrorists?”
“I swear to fuck, Maksim. If you don’t shut your fucking mouth, I’m going to send you to your dear boss in a casket.”
“Do it, damn it!” Maksim staggers to his feet using the wall for balance and clutches Anton by the collar of his shirt. “Kill me. Death is better than seeing your true fucking face.”
My chest aches at the reminder of the feelings that ripped my chest open when I discovered Kirill’s betrayal. Maksim must be experiencing feelings similar to that.
He genuinely liked Yuri, but he found out that it was Anton all along.
And while Yuri and Anton share the same silent personality, they’re entirely different in everything else.
My brother was always the heir to the Ivanov empire, and that turned him into an emotionless person at a young age.
The massacre made his negative traits worse.
Even now, he looks at Maksim with cold eyes, as if he can’t feel any of the rage that’s targeted toward him. But he grabs Maksim by the hair, his fingers pulling back until it looks painful.
I stand up and carefully but firmly break them apart. Maksim sags against the wall, and my brother briefly closes his eyes and breathes deeply before opening them again.
“I think we could all use a break,” I say softly.
“Are you going to let me go?” Maksim asks in a nonnegotiable tone.
“I told you, I don’t want to fight you, Maks.” I pat his shoulder. “I think it’s better you stay here. At least for now.”
“So the sadistic asshole can torture me some more?”
“I’m going to knock your fucking teeth out,” Anton growls, slowly but surely losing his patience.
“There will be no torture,” I announce.
“And how will you make sure of that? The moment you turn your back, your dear fucking brother will go back to his favorite hobby of marking my skin.”
“I will stay here.”
“You’ll do no such thing,” Anton says.
“Maks is right. I also can’t trust you not to torture him just because you can.”
“You’re not staying alone with him,” Anton enunciates each word.
Maksim grins with an edge. “What? Afraid Sasha likes me more than she likes you?”
“You fucking—”
“You can stay, too, Anton. But if we leave, we do it together. That way, neither of us is with him on our own at any given time.”
I can tell Anton doesn’t like this plan; however, he has no choice but to accept it. One, I’m not leaving. Two, he’s also not leaving.
This is a complication I never considered, but for some reason, I’m happy for any event that manages to distract me from the bloody mess in my chest.
Even if temporarily.
7
SASHA
To say the atmosphere has been strained would be an understatement.
It’s been two weeks since I followed my brother and found him torturing Maksim after oddly buying his favorite food.
That was the detail that made me think that Anton’s position on this might be skewed. I thought he was unfeeling and couldn’t care less about what happened to Maksim. He certainly could win an Oscar for the performance he gave back in the military and in New York.
However, after the time the three of us have spent holed up in here, I’m starting to change my perspective.
One, Anton caught Maks when he was in hiding after Uncle Albert sent mercenaries after him, but he didn’t tell my uncle.
He kept him here so that he’s out of Uncle and Babushka’s reach. He said it was because he wanted to extract the answers from him, but I think he wanted to protect him.
Two, he put him in a very well-heated place that’s adequate to fight Siberia’s freezing cold and snow in late October.
Still, I can’t trust him since he actually tortured him.
The first few days, I stayed around most of the day, because Maksim was ill. He had a fever and needed constant attention.
However, whenever I attempted to wipe his body with a cold rag for the fever, Anton would push me aside and do it himself. He said I’m still his sister, and he doesn’t like me touching men.
I tried to explain that Maks is my friend and I don’t think of him that way, but Anton shut me up with, “No. I still don’t want to think about whatever you were doing with Kirill every time he kicked us out.”