Total pages in book: 90
Estimated words: 84295 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 421(@200wpm)___ 337(@250wpm)___ 281(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 84295 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 421(@200wpm)___ 337(@250wpm)___ 281(@300wpm)
“Cassie, we’ve been over this. You’ve been talking to him for over a year now. He’s a decorated soldier that is coming home for Christmas. I’ve read all your emails, well most of them anyway, and he seems harmless–“
“Harmless! Ha! He’s a trained to kill soldier. You don’t know he’s harmless,” I huff at her.
“Fine, come on home then. If you truly think you should be scared of him, then turn the car around and come home.”
I hold my hands over my face. I know he’s not harmless. But he’s a good man. A year of emailing back and forth would have indicated if he was some kind of psycho or something. He’s not. He’s a good man.
“No, I’m going. I have to,” I tell her. I don’t have to explain it to her. She gets it.
“Good for you, sis. I know you’re nervous, but you’re going to be fine. I’m going to miss spending Christmas with you, but this is definitely more important.”
Which reminds me. I cover my smirk with a cough. “I’m having your Christmas present delivered to you. Actually, it should be there any minute, so I’m going to let you go.”
“Wait, Christmas present, what are you talking about?”
I hear the doorbell ring, and I can’t stop the wide smile from forming. “That’s probably it. I love you, sis. I’ll text you later.”
I hit the hang up button and look at the road in front of me. It’s starting to snow, and already the roads are covered. What are you doing, Cassie? He lives a half mile up the road. You can do this.
Needing some motivation, I open the email app on my phone and go to the Gavin Dawson folder. As soon as I do, I go straight to the email I’ve been rereading for weeks.
Dear Cassie,
I can’t believe we’ve been emailing back and forth for over a year now. I also can’t believe that I’m leaving the Army at the end of next month. I know it’s going to be different. This is the only life I’ve known since I was eighteen years old. So twenty-two years of doing this, something I love, it’s going to be hard leaving it behind.
I know you asked me about my Christmas traditions. First of all, I love how much you love Christmas. Just reading about it in your emails makes me smile. So I don’t want to bum you out when you read this. But I’ve never celebrated Christmas before.
I was raised in foster care and well, we’ll just say it was never a priority with our foster parents. And then when I got into the Army, they do what they can to celebrate it, but well, it’s just not something I’ve ever got into.
Are you still talking to me? I figure you’re going through all my emails and deleting them and then you’re going to block me after that. I’m sorry. I do want you to know that knowing you, talking to you, it’s probably the closest thing I’ve ever gotten to that Christmas magic that people talk about.
I’m going to miss emailing you when I get out. I hope you know how much I appreciate you. Who knew that first tin of cookies you sent me would lead to us “talking” over a year later? I’m a lucky man that your Christmas tradition of sending cookies to people in the Army landed in my lap.
Anyway, now that I’ve completely gone way too sappy, I need to change the subject.
I hope you are doing well, and I’m glad you’re loving your kindergarten class this year. I may not “know” you, but I do know those kids are sure lucky to have you for their teacher.
Anyway, I’ll talk to you soon.
Your friend,
Gavin Dawson
My head falls back onto the seat. It still pains me to hear that he’s never celebrated Christmas. And that’s why I’m here. Of course it bothers me that he never mentioned meeting each other. I had hoped that when he got out, he would at least want to meet. But unfortunately, that wasn’t the case. Heck, we’ve never even swapped pictures. It’s like he knew we were only short term, and that’s all he wanted, but I let myself hope for something more.
Regardless, I know that as his friend, I can’t let him spend Christmas alone. I look into the back seat of my car at all the Christmas supplies. I brought everything. A tree and all its trimmings, a wreath, tins of cookies, hot chocolate and presents. I’m ready for this. There’s no turning back now.
I shift the car into drive and pull out onto his road.
Gavin
I’ve been home less than twenty-four hours, and already I’m about to go stir crazy. I sit in the La-Z-Boy chair and rock, hoping to pass some time. I’ve already gone grocery shopping, cleaned the house from top to bottom, and chopped wood since I got home, and now I’m wondering what I’m going to do with myself. I’ve been an early riser for so long, I don’t know what it is to sleep in anymore. It’s early in the morning, and even though I would never have cared before, I can’t help but notice it’s Christmas Eve. And instantly my thoughts go to Cassie and what she’s doing right now.