Total pages in book: 70
Estimated words: 66863 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 334(@200wpm)___ 267(@250wpm)___ 223(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 66863 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 334(@200wpm)___ 267(@250wpm)___ 223(@300wpm)
The conviction in his voice eased some of my worries. “Okay…thank you, Sir. That makes sense.”
And the truth was, what he’d said scared me, not only because I didn’t know how I felt about being with other men…but because I wanted it. Because the more I was honest with myself, the more the thought of being used by multiple men excited me.
“You’re smiling,” Kieran said mischievously. “Later I’ll expect you to tell me why.”
“Yes, Sir,” I replied, even though I couldn’t imagine saying something like that out loud. How fucked was a desire like that?
I thought for a moment, and then asked, “How often do we do this? I live next door to you but I have a career.”
“As do I.” He leaned forward. “Every weekend I expect you to be here unless one of us has work commitments. There are times I’m on call. If you have a family you need to be with, of course I’d respect that if it’s a safe situation for you.”
The word family bounced around in my chest like a ping-pong ball. It wasn’t something I’d ever had. Even when I had lived with my parents, we hadn’t been a family and they certainly weren’t a safe place for me. “I don’t have any family.”
He nodded. “Outside of the weekends, it’ll be like it was before. You’ll have a schedule set by me that I expect you to follow, whether you’re sleeping in my bed that night or not.”
My skin warmed at the thought. I wanted that. Fuck, I really did.
“I’ll let you know when I want you here, or when you’re to go home. If I expect something of you on a weeknight and you can’t because of work, you need to let me know. I won’t interfere with your job but I do expect to be notified as soon as possible. Some nights you’ll sleep in my bed. Others, I’ll send you home afterward. I promise you’ll always know what to expect. I’m not unreasonable and I’m never cruel.”
I nodded to his words but, the thing was, I didn’t believe Kieran was unreasonable or cruel, even before he’d said that. I didn’t know him well but I truly did trust him and believed he was a good man. I wouldn’t be here otherwise.
“Is there anything else?” he asked.
“No. Not at this time.”
Kieran nodded and stood. “Do the dishes, please, and then meet me in my room for your punishment. After that, we’ll go get your cage.”
I swallowed hard, but as I did, my skin felt tight, and my heart sped excitedly. “Yes, Daddy.”
We were really doing this, and I couldn’t wait.
CHAPTER TWO
I did the dishes as quickly as I could. It was only a couple minutes later that I met Kieran in his room. He was sitting on the bed, with a box beside him. “I thought long and hard about this. I spoke from anger last night. Originally, I’d decided I was no longer going to punish you.”
“What?” My heart jumped to my throat. “Why?” I couldn’t contemplate why I was upset. Why the thought of him not punishing me made me feel empty inside.
“Because we hadn’t agreed to do this. Because I’d never told you no one else was to touch you before you went with the other man.”
“Oh.” I looked down, embarrassed by my disappointment.
“You do know that the purpose of a punishment is to teach you a lesson, right? There’s a difference between a spanking for fun and a spanking for discipline.” There was amusement in his voice. It sounded nice on him. Since I’d met him, I’d noticed that Kieran was often uptight, but in this moment, he was obviously enjoying my situation.
“I know that. Obviously,” I snapped and then, “Sir. I know that, Sir.”
“Decent rebound.” He cocked a brow. “You want to be punished.”
I nodded, even as my face flamed. I wanted it very much. “I want you to teach me…I want what I do to matter to you.” The words nearly stuck in my throat. It wasn’t easy admitting them but, as Kieran said, I needed to trust him. We couldn’t do this without honesty.
“Yes…I know, boy. The decision not to punish you hadn’t fully sat well with me either, so I thought we would do a different kind of punishment this time. One where I’ll drive you crazy all day. I’ll bring you to the brink and pull you back again. You are not to come, Jared. Do you understand? You’re not to come until I say you can. If you do, the punishment will be much steeper.”
My body began to tremble from the inside out. I didn’t know what Kieran had planned for me yet but I already knew I wanted it. “Yes, Daddy. I won’t come.” I’d try not to, at least.
A large grin pulled at his lips. It was probably the biggest smile I’d seen from him and it made me want to smile as well. There was something extremely addictive about Kieran. “I’m going to enjoy watching you try. Go to the chair and lean over it so your ass is in the air. Spread your legs wide, please.”