Total pages in book: 70
Estimated words: 66863 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 334(@200wpm)___ 267(@250wpm)___ 223(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 66863 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 334(@200wpm)___ 267(@250wpm)___ 223(@300wpm)
I pushed up onto my knees on the seat inside the hot tub and pressed my lips to the tip of his cock.
“What do you want?” he asked.
“To…” I looked down. It felt like such a strange request.
“Tell me.”
“To smell you, Sir.”
“Don’t be embarrassed to ask me that. Don’t be embarrassed to ask me anything. You may do it, boy.”
So I did. I leaned in, rooted my nose around in his pubes and inhaled his scent. It was musk and man and spice that was strictly Kieran. He was nourishment for my senses.
I nuzzled my face in as close as I could. The coarse hairs tickled my nostrils but I didn’t pull back. I wanted to devour him and thought I could sit here smelling him forever if he’d let me.
“You are so beautiful like this…taking what you need from me.” Kieran ran his hand through my hair. I closed my eyes and just concentrated on what I felt—his hand in my hair, his pubes in my nose. His cock close to my lips and his scent all around me.
It was everything.
I wanted to sit somewhere with him, my head in his lap, nursing his cock and smelling him. That was likely strange…a dirty, weird thing to want but I wanted it all the same.
“That’s enough for now. Daddy wants in with you,” he said and I nodded, even though I didn’t want to stop.
I scooted away so Kieran could get into the hot tub. He sat down beside me and let his head rest against the back of the seat. “This feels good,” he said.
“Yes, Sir. It does.” I couldn’t stop watching him—his chest rising and falling and his Adam’s apple moving with every swallow. The corded muscles in his neck and the beautiful structure of his bones drew me in making me want to caress them. Kieran was the most beautiful man I’d ever seen. Yes, I’d always thought he was attractive but it was magnified now. I looked at him and saw a caretaker, which made him even more stunning to me.
His eyes opened then and I turned away, embarrassed that I’d been caught.
“You’re allowed to look at me. I like your eyes on me, boy.”
I turned to him and drank him in. I studied every bit of him that I could. Savored this moment of being here with Kieran and knowing I belonged to him. “You’re incredible,” I told him.
“You’re biased. But thank you.”
“May I ask you a question?” I didn’t want to overwhelm him but I was still curious about him. I wanted to know more about him even though he was fond of sharing.
“You studied psychology and sexuality, you said. You’re a doctor, I know that.”
“Psychologist. I got my doctorate,” he added.
“Yes. Do you work with people like me? Like us?”
He sighed, then thought a moment. Kieran shifted and then cleared his throat. “Yes and no. Not because there’s anything that needs to be fixed in regards to what we desire. As I’ve said, there’s nothing wrong with it. Most of my patients don’t see me for sexually related reasons. Some do. I studied sexuality because it fascinates me.”
“Only because of the couple you met?”
“Likely not,” he replied.
“When you’re working on your computer, what do you do?”
“I’m writing a book, of course,” he said with a grin. “Non-fiction.”
I wanted to know more about it, more about everything but he spoke again before I could ask. “Now, I’d like you to tell me more about you. What are some of your fantasies, Jared?”
I frowned at him. “This…what we’re doing.” What else did he want me to say?
“Come,” he commanded. I didn’t think about anything, my body just moved on its own as though I was a puppet and he held my strings. I shifted until I was in front of him and kneeled in the water. “What are some of your sexual fantasies? What do you want specifically? Not just telling me what interests you from sites I give you. I am curious what you fantasize about.”
The water bubbled around us. Kieran didn’t take his eyes off me, which made it both harder and somehow easier to answer him. It was uncomfortable and embarrassing but it was already hard for me to deny him at the same time. “I don’t really know…I didn’t realize I wanted this until recently.”
“You didn’t admit it to yourself,” he corrected. I nodded because he was right.
“I don’t need a complete list of everything because it’ll likely change. Give me something, before I spank your little ass and send you to bed.”
I didn’t want that. Well, the spanking might not be so bad but I didn’t want to be away from him. I wanted to live in these moments where I felt calm inside. Where I felt whole.
“Spanking,” I answered.
“Yes, we know that one,” he chuckled.