Sapphire Scars (The Jewelry Box #3) Read Online Pepper Winters

Categories Genre: Alpha Male, BDSM, Dark, Erotic, Suspense Tags Authors: Series: The Jewelry Box Series by Pepper Winters
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Total pages in book: 145
Estimated words: 148397 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 742(@200wpm)___ 594(@250wpm)___ 495(@300wpm)
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I felt drugged.

Woozy.

His voice came again down a long, thin tunnel.

Fractals of black and white scrambled my eyesight.

Time skipped.

My breathing quickened.

My lower belly grew hotter. The clock on the wall ticked louder. My trousers grew tighter.

“—aren’t you?” Victor’s voice cut through my daze.

What did he say?

I blinked and lurched forward. The room turned upside down.

Was this panic?

Could a person snap and lose all their faculties?

Wedging my elbows on my knees, I rubbed my eyes, trying to make sense of why I was so lethargic, so goddamn tired. I felt utterly drunk, drowned by the fermenting depression that just wouldn’t leave me the fuck alone.

I winced as my cock speared upright, trying to break through my pants.

Adjusting myself, the tip crawled out of my waistband, hard as stone but without any of the usual sensitivity.

Everything about me felt dead.

Dull.

Bloodless.

Lifeless.

Not panic then.

Death.

So this is what it feels like to die…

A fading.

A falling.

A perishing beneath hopelessness.

“You’re acting as if I roofied you.” Victor laughed. “Come on. I’m being patient, but I can only wait so long.” He flicked a look at the clock hanging by his bathroom door. “It’s been fourteen minutes. You should be good to go.”

Fourteen minutes?

What?!

I scowled and begged my eyes to focus on the clock.

He had to be lying.

It wavered and wobbled, the hands flickering with every heavy thud of my very heavy heart.

“Come on, Henri.” Arching his chin at Rachel, he ordered, “Present on all fours, my pet. That’s it. Remove your underwear. There’s a good girl. Come a little closer to Ily. You can hold hands if you like, I know you jewels get comfort from one another. Good, now face me. I want to watch you as he rides you.” He grinned. “You better not enjoy it too much.”

“No, Sir V.” Rachel shook her head. “I only ever get pleasure from you.”

“That better be the truth.” He chuckled.

The room spun as Victor raised his voice. “Henri, hurry the fuck up.”

His command.

So similar to my father’s.

Memories opened a trapdoor.

I tripped—

“Onn Ree, whip her, there’s a good boy. Onn Ree, taste her tears, aren’t they sweet? Onn Ree, touch her there. Go on, I won’t tell. Onn Ree, cut her and maybe you’ll be the one to inherit everything instead of my legitimate son.”

With my father’s voice in my head and my mind back there, I couldn’t reach dry land. I drowned beneath the kid who’d had no choice. The prisoner who couldn’t say no. The man who thought he wanted this but now would rather die.

“Henri!” Victor barked. “Don’t make me show you how to fuck her. Just do it.”

“Onn Ree, feel her. Squeeze her. That’s it. Now…put your cock in, it’s alright. She likes it…see? Onn Ree, are you not enjoying yourself? Move faster, boy. Go on—”

My teeth clenched as another gush of nausea threatened to evict every recollection I’d ever repressed. I wished I’d never unlocked them through writing. Wished I could go back to that amnesiac existence where I had no idea why I was the way I was. At least I could’ve survived then. Could’ve pretended I was happy.

But now?

Knowing what I’d done?

Remembering how much I’d hurt our mothers—

Fuck.

I fell off the couch as my stomach roiled.

“Henri, if you don’t appreciate my gift and fuck Rachel immediately, I’ll call the guards and have them help you.”

“Good.” I groaned, pushing to my knees. “Maybe they can beat this out of me.”

A few seconds ticked past. Victor’s heavy huff sounded like a cyclone in my ears. Finally, he muttered, “I told you, you’re sick. I’m helping you, don’t you see? Tell you what, if you don’t accept my generosity, I’ll call the guards in and give them a gift instead. I believe there are four in the corridor at present. I’ll let each of them have a piece of Ily. I’m sure they’ll be more than happy to—”

“No.” I crawled toward the woman kneeling on all fours. “I’ll do it,” I slurred.

Victor might’ve gotten me drunk before Ruby Tears, but tonight…my own grief had done that.

“Finally.” Victor sniffed. “I feel as if I’ve aged five years waiting for you to hurry it along.”

“Finally, Onn Ree, took you long enough to get hard. What’s wrong with you? Why can’t you come? Have you never had a wet dream before? Go on, try again.”

“Sorry.” I hung my head, unsure if I apologised to my father or Victor.

Rachel looked over her shoulder as I slowed behind her.

Her ice-blue eyes widened at whatever she saw on my face.

I couldn’t look at Ily.

Couldn’t breathe.

All I wanted to do was die.

“Tick-tock, Henri.”

“Time’s ticking, Onn Ree.”

A childhood of despicable instruction took over. Parts of my psyche that were so damaged, so dark that I’d done my utmost to forget them, rose and took charge.

In a fugue, my hands reached for Rachel’s hips.

They were a stranger’s hands.


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