Total pages in book: 101
Estimated words: 93453 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 467(@200wpm)___ 374(@250wpm)___ 312(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 93453 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 467(@200wpm)___ 374(@250wpm)___ 312(@300wpm)
I sit by the tree in a daze. “I’m sorry.” I put my hand on the tree like I always do before I get up and walk back home. Seeing that it’s almost two o’clock in the morning, I walk through the trees and expect to see Jennifer’s face. I always see her face when I walk back home as if she’s walking home with me.
My head down, focusing on seeing her face so much, I don’t even notice I’m walking toward the back of her house. She’s sitting on the swing, one leg up, one leg on the porch as she pushes it back and forth.
I wait until I’m at the bottom of her steps before I speak. “You keep my name out of this.” I walk up the steps and see that she’s wearing the same shirt she was tonight, but her jeans are gone. “You keep Jennifer’s name out of this,” I hiss as I stand by the swing. “You don’t bring up anybody else but you.”
“Okay.” Her voice is defeated. “Whatever you say, Charlie.” I walk to the side of the swing and sit down. “For the record…” She looks at me. “I was never going to talk to him to begin with. I don’t want any of this.” I stare at her for a second, willing her to look at me, wanting to see her face, but all she does is stare straight ahead.
“Look at me,” I tell her, and all she does is shake her head. My stomach dips, my hands shake to touch her, my body fighting it all. “Autumn,” I snap, and she gets up.
“Go home, Charlie.” My hand flies up to grab hers, and I pull her to me. “I won’t say anything.”
My hand lets hers go so I can grip her hips and turn her to face me. Opening my legs for her to stand between them, I look up at her, and she looks down at me. “It’s a shame,” she says softly, “how you can be so beautiful on the outside but then so ugly inside.” The words get lodged in my throat, and I pull her down on me. She puts one knee beside my hip and then, with the other, straddles me. She plays with my hair. “Such a shame,” she repeats, as if I’m not here, as if she’s talking to herself. Before she bends her head and kisses my lips softly, she closes her eyes like she doesn’t see me.
“Open your eyes,” I tell her as I grip her hips on top of me.
“No,” she retorts, leaning forward and sliding her tongue out on my lower lip before she slips it into my mouth. My eyes close as I let her kiss me, my hand moving from her hips up her back. Her hips move up and down over my covered cock. My hand slides over her shirt to the front, to the buttons, as I open one and then another until it’s hanging open. My hand comes up to push her bra down, and my mouth leaves hers as I bend to take her nipple into my mouth. She moves up to her knees, her hand going to the button of my jeans. I sit up to help her, and when she wraps her fist around my cock, I let go of her nipple. Wrapping an arm around her waist, I lift her at the same time as I get up. I push one side down and then the other before sitting down. She moves her panties to the side, her eyes watching me hold my cock for her to slide onto it.
Her head goes back when she sinks down onto it. One hand goes to her neck, gripping it in my palm, forcing her head to come back and for her to look at me. The other goes around her waist as I help her ride me. “Autumn,” I say her name, watching her face the whole time, seeing her close her eyes and never once open them. No matter how much I ask her to open them, she doesn’t. I lean down, biting her nipple as she arches her back, pressing her tits into me. My hand roams up her spine to the back of her head, pushing it forward toward my mouth as it comes down to devour hers. The kiss is brutal and rough, and I can’t get enough of it as she comes all over my cock. I’m not too far behind her, thrusting my hips up and planting myself in her as I come. My head goes back as she buries her face in my neck and collapses on my chest. I close my eyes, thinking that again, for another night, nothing has gone according to my plan.