Total pages in book: 159
Estimated words: 157450 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 787(@200wpm)___ 630(@250wpm)___ 525(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 157450 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 787(@200wpm)___ 630(@250wpm)___ 525(@300wpm)
She opens her mouth to scream again.
“Alessia, it’s me, Maxim.”
Her words rush out in a torrent: “Ndihmë. Errësirë. Shumë errësirë. Shumë errësirë!”
What?
I sit down beside her on the bed, and she launches herself at me, nearly knocking me over and wrapping her arms around my neck.
“Hey,” I soothe her once I’ve regained my balance, and I hold her, stroking her hair.
“Errësirë. Shumë errësirë. Shumë errësirë,” she whispers over and over as she clings to me, trembling like a newborn foal.
“English. In English.”
“The dark,” she whispers against my neck. “I hate the dark. It is so dark here.”
Oh, thank fuck.
I’d imagined all manner of horrors and was prepared to fight any number of monsters, but I relax at her words. Keeping one arm around her, I lean over and switch on the bedside light.
“That better?” I ask, but she doesn’t let go. “It’s okay. It’s okay. I’ve got you,” I repeat several times.
After a few minutes, her trembling ceases and her body relaxes. She sits back, and her eyes meet mine.
“I am sorry,” she whispers.
“Hush. Don’t worry. I’m here.”
She glances down at my chest, and a slow flush pinks her cheeks.
“Yeah, I normally sleep naked. Count yourself lucky I put these on,” I quip.
Her mouth softens. “I know,” she says, and peeks up at me through her long lashes.
“You know?”
“Yes. You sleep naked.”
“You’ve seen me?”
“Yes.” Her smile is unexpected.
“Well, I’m not sure how I feel about that.” I’m grateful that she’s back from whatever terror she was facing in the dark, but she continues to glance around the room anxiously.
“I am sorry. I did not mean to wake you,” she says. “I was frightened.”
“Was it a nightmare?”
She nods. “And when I open my eyes and it is…it is so dark—” She shivers. “I did not know if I was dreaming or awake.”
“I think that would make anyone scream. It’s not like London here. There’s no light pollution in Trevethick. The dark here is…dark.”
“Yes. Like the—” She stops and cringes in revulsion.
“Like?” I whisper. The teasing amusement in her eyes has vanished, replaced by a harrowed, strained expression. Turning her face away, she stares down at her lap.
I rub her back when I’m met with her silence. “Tell me,” I prompt.
“In the—how do you say—kamion…Truck. In the truck,” she says, suddenly inspired.
I swallow. “Truck?”
“Yes. That brought us to England. It was metal. Like a box. And dark. And cold. And the smell…” Her words are barely audible.
“Fuck,” I say under my breath, and fold her in my arms again. She seems a little more reluctant to hug me this time, probably because I’m shirtless but I’m not going to leave her to face these gruesome nightmares on her own. In one swift movement, I stand, cradling her against my chest.
She gasps in surprise.
“I think you should sleep with me.” And without waiting for a response, I carry her into my room, flick on the lights, and deposit her on the floor beside the walk-in wardrobe. Inside I find the pajama shirt and hand it to her. I point to the en suite. “You can go and change in there. You can’t be comfortable sleeping in your jeans and that school sweater.” I grimace at her green woolen pullover.
She blinks rapidly.
Shit. Perhaps I’ve really overstepped the mark.
And suddenly I feel a little self-conscious. “Unless of course you’d rather sleep alone.”
“I have never slept with a man,” she whispers.
Oh.
“I won’t touch you. This is just sleep—so the next time you scream, I’ll be right there.”
Of course, I’d like to make her scream in a different way.
Alessia hesitates, looking from me to the bed, and her lips purse with what I think is resolve. “I want to sleep here, with you,” she whispers and she marches into the en suite, not shutting the door until she’s found the light switch.
Feeling relieved, I stare at the closed bathroom door.
At twenty-three she’s never slept with a man?
I’m not going to think about that right now. It’s after three in the morning, and I’m tired.
* * *
Alessia gazes at her pale face in the mirror. Wide eyes with dark circles beneath them reflect back at her. Taking a deep breath, she shakes off the remnants of her nightmare: she’d been back in the container, but this time without the other girls.
She was alone.
In the dark.
In the cold.
With that smell.
She shivers and strips off her clothes. She’d forgotten where she was until he appeared.
Mister Maxim. Saving her again.
Her own Skënderbeu…Albania’s hero.
He’s making a habit of this.
And she’s going to sleep with him.
He’ll keep her nightmares at bay.
If her father found out, he would kill her. And her mother…she visualizes her mother fainting at the news that Alessia is sleeping with a man. A man who is not her husband.
Don’t think about Baba and Mama.
Her dear, dear mother had sent Alessia to England thinking she was saving her.